The Inspiration

The Inspiration

MAD ;-

People judge me as mad, when I talk about Buddha, Jesus or Vivekananda...
but the same people judge me as brilliant when I talk about celebrities, scientists or gossips....
Surely for this kind of people....... I'll be MAD forever....))


Tuesday 15 March, 2011

One of the Most Unpleasant Situations in My Life....

Mehdipatnam........Way to the Institute...

Hii friends......now I'm going to explain one of the most unpleasant situations in my life......

This situation was taken place in the summer of 2005
After the completion of My 10th class....My father decided to admit me in some corporate intermediate college...basically I was studied in telugu medium...So to gain english knowledge...He joined me in Vivekananda Spoken english institute for one and half month course in mehdipatnam.

That day when I was joined in the course......My babai showed me the location of institute because at that time I'm debut to hyderabad City....I donno even one place in hyderabad....So he guided me again and again to remeber that path for the next day....

The very next day I started my journey from chevella to Mehdipatnam alonely first time to city...So driver started bus...bus started moving towards city..basically from childhood onwards I'm little bit confused to recognise the places...this time also that sentiment worked for me...When bus reached mehdipatnam..I didn't recognise it...by asking conductor, I confirmed and dropped in that place...

Here I forgot the actual way which was guided by my on the previous day....So I went on searching the location of institute....actually that morning I even forgot to take breakfast in the happiness of going to institute....Time was 7.30am...the person in that institute told me yesterday to come on that time....but at this time I'm outside in searching......

Now I totally confused in finding that institute and my happiness had gone some where......because some people told me that there is no institute of spoken english...I got little angry on conductor.. thoght that he might cheated me and said wrong place to drop...and doubted it is mehdipatnam or something else.....and got confirmed by verifying it through some people .....

Approximately 1 and half  hour I searched....still I didn't got that place....A dark feel of uninterest surrounded me in that situation.........This time my mind got strained and face dried..no energy to walk....From mehdipatnam to Hand Statue at Nanalnagar, I went on searching for it....really that situation was highly unspleasant to me..at one instant even I'm unable to talk.....drastically my interest towards that institute got reduced....

By God's grace, at last I got that place....which is very near to bus stop where I dropped at....So  i'm excited forcibly becoz no interest to excite in that bad situation....I entered into that office...and satdown opposite to that director..He asked me 'Why you are so late to the class'..........actually I'm so frustated and didn't replied to him....he asked again and again even though I didn't replied...I donno really why I cried in that situation...he taken me to wash room....and I cleaned my face......he said politely come early from tomorrow onwards....

This situation mainly happened due to my hesitation and ignorance........otherwise undoubtbly I got confirmed on the previous day....therefore I wouldn't confused anymore...


And I returned back to the bus stop.....I noted this situation as 'very unpleasant' one in my life........hope U got it..........thanx for reading

Monday 14 March, 2011

My First day Experience in Our college


Hi friends......Now I want to share my first day feelings in our college after I got admitted......

I didn't remember the exact date, but it should be in b/w sep and oct of 2007......

That day....the first day....  I preferred to wear formal dress even I purchased some fancy dresses for college...... and with lot of fear and with high range expectations about the inner college I entered into the RTC bus.....
There were some seniors in that bus already,but I didn't recognised them....I expected them as Degree students through there style of looking......but they called me.....I understood those fellows as seniors..then they asked about me....I said that I joined in Management seat....by listening to this they laughed at me and asked why U joined in this college only?.....I didn't said anything........because how could I give a reply without knowing anything...

Bus had taken me to Shabad quickly...then I started going towards college by seeing some new faces....then I entered into the college through the main gate with possessing some respect...
After getting into college I confused which class to sit in....somebody told me to sit in the class which is our ECE 2 class throughout the first year.....
I can't say what occupied my heart that day but is similar to the combination of fear and shy.....

Then I had been entering into the class not seeing any one's face...the first one I met was Abhilash, who was already my classmate in 7th standard,but I almost forgot him,even though he introduced him self ,after I told about myself...thereafter he introduced Me with Ravikanth. in the first met I didn't expected that Ravikanth would be our topper . So these two people were my first friends in the class.

Next I went to back benches....there I met Shashi,Rajiv and Raju...These were the second three people I met in class.When I met Shashi first day, I thought he could be in our class toppers.
All of my friends on that day  talked with me so nicely, this is how I removed some of my fear....

Next I compared this class with my inter class, difference is only co-edu because there was no co-edu in inter. After that one lecturer came into that class, I didn't recognise his face or name, he asked about our introduction....all were giving their names, inter % and eamcet ranks,when my turn came, I was standed and told my name and eamcet rank as some 90,000(original is 1,33,000 change) due to some shy feeling.

Next I think Chandrashekar sir had taken the class, I liked his way of teaching in the first day itself. I even now remembered "a lazy monkey story" which was taught by him on that day.He has some sense of humor through which he was attracted by all.
I think next was lunch hour.I went to the canteen and instantaneously I returned from there because I felt a road side hotel is better when compared to that canteen. Actually in that day I had seen only our class,canteen and administrative office. That day I weared Huge shoes which were not actually fit to my personality. This was became a reason for seniors to rag me in the buses.

In that day I was calm and Innocent because for me it takes some time to interact with new people always.
Next I returned to home with some new experiences and thoughts.

Finally....This was a day...began for 4 years journey....So it is a feel of excitement always when I remember that day.

Friends I hope U understood well. Thanks for reading.